It's been almost 2 weeks. I am holding it together, better than I expected. I suppose it is about time.
It's time to stop being a fool so I've been advised in very subtle terms. 'Time to make yourself happy' is the advise. I know why it is being said,
Let me get through the process, to get through the process I have to get mad, worry for the kids first and then I'll see about making myself happy.
I understand. 'Where has compassion, sentiment and non-calculating behaviour gotten' me ? Nothing so it seems.
By taking away all the photos and albums what does he hope to do, think he can lay claim to it all ?
His grandmother (God rest her soul) once said to my mum if I was someone else I would have left him long ago.
She should have said if I was smarter I would have left him long ago.
I know I won't be the first nor the last.. sigh.. why are women(the unlucky ones) such saps !!