It's time to stop being a fool so I've been advised in very subtle terms. 'Time to make yourself happy' is the advise. I know why it is being said,
Let me get through the process, to get through the process I have to get mad, worry for the kids first and then I'll see about making myself happy.
I understand. 'Where has compassion, sentiment and non-calculating behaviour gotten' me ? Nothing so it seems.
By taking away all the photos and albums what does he hope to do, think he can lay claim to it all ?
His grandmother (God rest her soul) once said to my mum if I was someone else I would have left him long ago.
She should have said if I was smarter I would have left him long ago.
I know I won't be the first nor the last.. sigh.. why are women(the unlucky ones) such saps !!
women being unlucky saps...we were watching Akeelah and the Bee last night. There's a fabulous quote that impacted me and my oldest by Marianne Williamson, "Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? " I love this...Shine. It's your right.
ReplyDeleteAmen to that, keeping focused. thanks Sarah.
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