Took a break, went camping with the kids but it wasn't as relaxing as I thought it would be. It was good exercise, my bones were aching from the aftermath but...
I want change. I keep thinking of change, a more lasting memory, a more fulfilling experience ?.
To do things slowly, more deliberately, to think more of the doing than the getting done.
My head is full of things to do, the list never ends.
I go through each day almost robotically.
Nagging the kids seems automatic, even if it's for different antics.
Going through the motions, eating, showering, cleaning, fixing ...
I want to slow it down, change the pace,
to feel more in the here and now.
It's probably just a phase ...my last post on this was in 9/2009 routines-living-in-auto-mode.
It's probably just a phase ...my last post on this was in 9/2009 routines-living-in-auto-mode.