The waiting is taking it's toll. I'm thinking.... look at rental while I'm waiting for the apartment so I don't have to put up with my ex's foolhardy attempts to rile me with his stupid accusations and threats.
The house is not yet falling apart but the appliances and furniture which are old seem to be saying sayonara one by one.
It's like they know the end is near.
While the ex is still freeloading he has the audacity to blame me for breaking his things and letting things go to ruin and threatening to bring liable and legal charges. I am advised to stay calm, and let him blow his hot air, his aim is ti wear me down.
Among other things, he's going to use the dog as his support for my not running a proper household.
It does seem like he's panicking, his reign of terror will soon be over and that's why he's craving attention.... so goes one theory.
I remind myself about prayer and trust and patience. I believe there's always been a (divine) plan....it seems I forget when it builds.
I wish he would just leave.
Be Happy, Be Strong, Live Life. I write for the love of it; helps me think clearer and somehow it also gives me strength. it's been healing, it's been a journey; it's about me, being a mom, persons who mean much to me, memories, discoveries, where life has taken me and where I hope it will head. I am moving forward, I'm happier today (1 May 2012)
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