There has been little fair play on the X's part, creating storms of paranoia blowing hot and cold and I have weathered them all thus far. Will he continue? I'll have to wait and see.
Faith has grown deep and my prayer is no longer a wail. And as I wait the final day I feel a sense of sorrow, not panic (not yet) over all that has gone, all that has been invested, these past 20 years.
There is a change in the children too, a kind of strength that is mature and yet sometimes falters.
But it is more present than it used to be.
Time does heal all wounds in time or at least eases the pain.
What does it really mean for them, is still hard to define.
I wait to move forward.
You have been through so much and it is evident that this journey has grown your faith and made you stronger.
ReplyDeleteBlessings to you as you move forward.
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