For the past few days, I've been talking to the dog, mostly I ask her one question, why life is so complicated?
Of course she's been patient and listens.
Feeling melancholy over what the kids have gone through and still to go through.
I want them to be happy and worry free but that seems impossible.
Be Happy, Be Strong, Live Life. I write for the love of it; helps me think clearer and somehow it also gives me strength. it's been healing, it's been a journey; it's about me, being a mom, persons who mean much to me, memories, discoveries, where life has taken me and where I hope it will head. I am moving forward, I'm happier today (1 May 2012)
Jun 30, 2012
Jun 28, 2012
Note to self ...
Deal with 1 problem or conflict at a time
Do not let the words of your ex repeated by the kids to you, rile you. Think don't react.
Do not share complaints about your ex in the children's hearing.
Always send out a quick prayer for patience.
Remind yourself that your ex is a psychotic moron.
Do not let the words of your ex repeated by the kids to you, rile you. Think don't react.
Do not share complaints about your ex in the children's hearing.
Always send out a quick prayer for patience.
Remind yourself that your ex is a psychotic moron.
Jun 27, 2012
Looking for my calm
The waiting is taking it's toll. I'm thinking.... look at rental while I'm waiting for the apartment so I don't have to put up with my ex's foolhardy attempts to rile me with his stupid accusations and threats.
The house is not yet falling apart but the appliances and furniture which are old seem to be saying sayonara one by one.
It's like they know the end is near.
While the ex is still freeloading he has the audacity to blame me for breaking his things and letting things go to ruin and threatening to bring liable and legal charges. I am advised to stay calm, and let him blow his hot air, his aim is ti wear me down.
Among other things, he's going to use the dog as his support for my not running a proper household.
It does seem like he's panicking, his reign of terror will soon be over and that's why he's craving attention.... so goes one theory.
I remind myself about prayer and trust and patience. I believe there's always been a (divine) plan....it seems I forget when it builds.
I wish he would just leave.
The house is not yet falling apart but the appliances and furniture which are old seem to be saying sayonara one by one.
It's like they know the end is near.
While the ex is still freeloading he has the audacity to blame me for breaking his things and letting things go to ruin and threatening to bring liable and legal charges. I am advised to stay calm, and let him blow his hot air, his aim is ti wear me down.
Among other things, he's going to use the dog as his support for my not running a proper household.
It does seem like he's panicking, his reign of terror will soon be over and that's why he's craving attention.... so goes one theory.
I remind myself about prayer and trust and patience. I believe there's always been a (divine) plan....it seems I forget when it builds.
I wish he would just leave.
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