In another 5 days, I will be finally out of this house and ex's face at my back. There are more than 50 boxes packed up and still a few more before we move. I'm glad I started three weeks ago. I have mobilized my sister and family to help out on the day of move, mostly where I can't be in two places at one time.
I am looking forward to the 'liberty' of talking freely, of my children talking freely and of us being able to be ourselves without anxiety. Of course the ex has access to the kids on the alternate weekends and so on, but for the most part, we can move on as we used to before his return and interference for his own motives and my kids can hopefully get back to the track they were on for studies and we can all find some semblance of peace within us and in the home again.
The kids are currently having their term tests and will soon start the 1 week school hols just as we move..
I have confirmed my contractor for the renovations for our new permanent home and I am just finalizing the terms and charges and the design. At least the rental buys me a little more time for the renovation work. Oh boy, a major step for me to making those types of decisions on furniture and type of tiles... I have a nice little balcony I am hoping to do 'big' things with... excited !! and I'm still looking for ideas and examples....
Staying in the rental for a couple of months will mean I don't unpack everything just the essentials but well I believe we'll enjoy it for the duration.
Unfortunately work is taking it's toll, I can't afford to take leave, but I am managing and I thank God for the strength and perseverence to keep doing a something everyday no matter how tired - from where they came I have no idea....... probably up above..
I miss the blogs, my regular reads, hope to set up the PC, soon after we move.
Be Happy, Be Strong, Live Life. I write for the love of it; helps me think clearer and somehow it also gives me strength. it's been healing, it's been a journey; it's about me, being a mom, persons who mean much to me, memories, discoveries, where life has taken me and where I hope it will head. I am moving forward, I'm happier today (1 May 2012)
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ReplyDeleteYeah and me too. Hope to get u back re energised and raring to go. Have finally found the exact translation of the poetry u had not understood in one of my posts long ago. Am waiting for ur easy time when I should be able to share it with u. TC and lots of best wishes.
ReplyDeleteYou guys are great for morale.. wish you love and peace ..thank u so much.
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