Over the past weeks, I have been attempting to watch (observe) things as they unfold as opposed to letting things whiz by. I do see that the world is not actually roaring past us, I see it unrolling. You see more, hear more of life around you . And interestingly ‘time’ itself feels like it moves differently, somehow slower, although in actual when I look at my watch it has moved faster. I have been ‘observing’ the interaction of the kids and I keep learning new things (eventhough they have me climbing the walls sometimes).
Just when I think I’m getting the hang of it, ‘madness’ unfortunately (that all-consuming necessity that most of us are occupied with from 9-6 everyday) intervenes, puts me back on that fast track. In the industry I’m in, it’s impossible to have a controlled consistent workflow. When clients jump, we jump too and when they’re totally disorganized we have to clear the path , fight through the chaos to meet deadlines.
It’s easy to think I should or can control that but some motions are just easier to be carried away with, so that the job can be expedited, it’s a necessity.
And then I return to the life outside of that, that matters and try to catch the old rhythm again. I guess I have to wait for work to return to normal again.
That’s just the way life is.
Be Happy, Be Strong, Live Life. I write for the love of it; helps me think clearer and somehow it also gives me strength. it's been healing, it's been a journey; it's about me, being a mom, persons who mean much to me, memories, discoveries, where life has taken me and where I hope it will head. I am moving forward, I'm happier today (1 May 2012)
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ReplyDeleteIt is amazing how time really does seem to fly by and if we don't take the time to smell the roses they are gone before we know it! I wanted to thank you for your comment on my blog about 2012. There have been several scary events in nature recently. I have several VERY religiously knowledgeable friends who are of course convinced that we are IN the Endtimes now and these natural catastrophies are just all part of what the Bible says will occur. But either way whether or not this world is nearing its end you were right that we should all hug our children and love them every minute we have.
ReplyDeleteIt seems we do not have enough time in a day. Life zooms by so quickly, so little time to appreciate all the little things. My favorite little thing is my evening walks with my boy. Our special time together, and our special time with GOD.
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