I am advised to push through and I will.
The biggest part is over, I know I can do what needs to be done next. It's a lot of planning and formulating and meeting with the banks and looking at new homes.
Because of the appeal I believe my ex intends to put through, I still am wary although I'm told not to worry. I've seen his actions translate to whining in the past 6 months on paper and while I'm closer to understanding how the courts read this, I am still going to be paranoid as long as he is under the same roof and looking over our shoulders for the slightest incident to twist and spin.
He is still going to try his damndest to be a thorn in my side but I am going to use the courts and the police for the slightest reason that he gives me to ensure he understands I am standing my ground and that he does not intimidate me any longer.
If you have included me in your prayers, please continue cos it 's not over and peace is the goal for all of us and I thank you.
Yes, I am praying for you, and more fervently than before now that I have a clearer picture of what you are enduring on a daily basis. I just read Cherie Hill's post for today, maybe you would find it encouraging too: http://cheriehillblog.blogspot.com/2012/02/faith-that-stands.html
ReplyDeleteYou're going through such a tough time. Just stay strong and take one day at a time. It's all you can do but you've already come so far.....You got incredible courage..hope you know that.
ReplyDeletedear bm, you're going through such a tough time, but i think you're a brave woman...
ReplyDeleteyou're constantly in my thoughts and prayers,
sending a big hug to you!